this is going to be the hardest thing i have done in my life, it will be much harder than before because i fully realised how much you meant to me. just at the mention of you name made me smile, made me think about how lucky i was. now remembering the best days of my life will make so much harder. i will still love you no matter how much it hurts me; i dont think i could feel any other way about you, which makes it so much worse.